1st of April...
Yep, April fool peeps! Got punked yet? No? Hmm Me?
Lols, i never even think about that and nope,
i think its kinda childish of this april fool thingy -.- lols
Strangely..
Just randomly have some flashback while in the bus this morning.
Maybe because its the 1st..
Kinda hate it when i got the motivation to move on
and yet those memories randomly appear back.
Its kind of ugh, fk it!
WHY DO I EVER DID THAT!
I know i have been forgiven but then, how i just wish, i wouldnt
say those things to you.... and hurt you...
Nowadays, the feeling isn't the same anymore.
Every time, when I woke up, what first comes to my mind was you.
And when i went to sleep, u were the last on my mind..
But now..
what i see is just, emptiness..
I seriously feel heavy with regrets almost everytime..
I really didnt want to hurt you ..
Its been nine days..
I admit, i have been wondering
where you go when u are offline,
what you doing when u are online.
Check fb, msn, garena...
Trying to keep in contact by having "cat and dog" fight..
I just feel, hopeless...
Sometimes, i really want you back, but i guess,
stupid once & twice not thrice....
Give me more time to recover, i dont care if u want to scold me
with vulgarities, shoot me like u always do,
but i will nv ever forgive myself
of what i have done to you..
P.S I know u gonna get angry with me writing this,
but im already trying my best to forget, im sorry...
~Max~
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Hmmm. i wont be angry. oso i onli gt this to sae to u. try to move on w/o mii by ur side ler. i noe u trying ler. oso if u still think tat u still cant forgive urself for wat u had sae to me de hua. i wont talk to u again. =) cos wat past is alr past wat over is alr over. i dun wish those things to bother u. juz wish tat u try to live happily for urself & norts for others ppl.
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