tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19715656342425905512012-01-31T08:08:57.217-08:00Your Awesome Hater &lt;\3http://www.blogger.com/profile/12705527020997685697noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1971565634242590551.post-68937444753724211372010-04-01T03:18:00.000-07:002010-04-01T03:53:07.320-07:001st of April...<br />Yep, April fool peeps! Got punked yet? No? Hmm Me?<br />Lols, i never even think about that and nope,<br />i think its kinda childish of this april fool thingy -.- lols<br /><br />Strangely..<br />Just randomly have some flashback while in the bus this morning.<br />Maybe because its the 1st..<br />Kinda hate it when i got the motivation to move on <br />and yet those memories randomly appear back.<br />Its kind of ugh, fk it!<br />WHY DO I EVER DID THAT!<br />I know i have been forgiven but then, how i just wish, i wouldnt <br />say those things to you.... and hurt you...<br /><br />Nowadays, the feeling isn't the same anymore. <br />Every time, when I woke up, what first comes to my mind was you.<br />And when i went to sleep, u were the last on my mind..<br />But now..<br />what i see is just, emptiness..<br />I seriously feel heavy with regrets almost everytime..<br />I really didnt want to hurt you ..<br /><br />Its been nine days..<br />I admit, i have been wondering <br />where you go when u are offline,<br />what you doing when u are online.<br />Check fb, msn, garena...<br />Trying to keep in contact by having "cat and dog" fight..<br />I just feel, hopeless...<br />Sometimes, i really want you back, but i guess, <br />stupid once & twice not thrice....<br /><br />Give me more time to recover, i dont care if u want to scold me<br />with vulgarities, shoot me like u always do, <br />but i will nv ever forgive myself<br />of what i have done to you..<br /><br />P.S I know u gonna get angry with me writing this, <br />but im already trying my best to forget, im sorry...<br /><br />~Max~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1971565634242590551-6893744475372421137?l=yarightwhateverlol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Your Awesome Hater &lt;\3http://www.blogger.com/profile/12705527020997685697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1971565634242590551.post-56030429009936992162010-03-29T10:08:00.000-07:002010-03-29T10:31:07.419-07:00To the person i considered my soulmate...<br />when you came into my life, <br />i told myself i would love you and never hurt you...<br />You were my bestfriend, my love , my everything..<br />till 1 day, you come and said, "im sick, im afraid i cant stay with you any longer..."<br /><br />I refuse to believe u at first, but when i saw how those expression tells..<br />it spells out the truth about how u feel inside, u were deeply hurt,<br />nah i know, i was hurt too.<br />You cant even look straight into my eyes when u said, "whats for another chance"<br />until u pick up the courage n said so..<br />My life has changed for that very moment...<br />I just found myself on bended knees yelling... why??<br />I was down ,completely but i had to be strong for you.. <br />At yr worst...<br />I was there..<br /><br />Until the day has come for us to say goodbye...<br />I knew it, but i just cant accept it..<br />If only i knew that was the last time i see you, i should have held you and never let go.<br />the kiss, whisper, and embrace...<br />it was the last...<br />I can feel your arms..<br />falling down slowly...<br />I know you're gone.<br />I always thought our love was enough for us to last..<br />It was a sad ending..<br />its gods will..<br /><br />I know you are happy now wherever you are..<br />and me, here i am hurting... broken..<br />those memories.. its all gone now<br />how can i forget?<br />how can i start over once again?<br />Im sorry if you see my life falling apart...<br />I know i cant get you back..<br />And i wont seeing u much as usual..<br />Out of all.. this is the most painful time i ever had..<br /><br />The sadness of the night brings back<br />the days we had,<br />the time you let go of me,<br />and the moment i surrendered you..<br />even silence reminds me <br />of all the sorrow..<br />the pain...<br />and my hopelessness..<br />Let me suffer in silence,<br />till i get over you.<br />Slowly, i can let you go..<br />and i will be me<br />once again..<br /><br />I will be keeping my promise, i will move on..<br />but u will always be a part of me..<br /><br />Hear me say this one last time,<br />"i have found the essence of my life, i have discovered a world thats beautiful,<br />because of you..."<br /><br />My love, my misery...<br />Im letting go of you now..<br />its time to set myself free...<br /><br />This is the hardest thing i will do,<br />coz i still love you...<br />and this love...<br />this is all i have....<br /><br />~Max~<br /><br />P.S Im feeling okay , just kinda saw some words ,compile and edit. <br />This is how i feel =)<br />Credits goes to wyteheart for most of the words :) thanks!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1971565634242590551-5603042900993699216?l=yarightwhateverlol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Your Awesome Hater &lt;\3http://www.blogger.com/profile/12705527020997685697noreply@blogger.com0